Monday, October 12, 2009

Spider's Sword (Still Life with Zoloft and Ritalin)


Acrylic On Canvas
h: 11 x w: 14 in
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When I was a child my mother was in a car accident which ultimately resulted in her being disabled for life. She spends every moment of every day in unimaginable pain. I have spent most of my life on one psychiatric drug or another and over the past 3 years I have injured my left knee, my lower back and now, about a month ago, my right knee. These injuries are not the bi-product of strenuous or risky activity. They all happened just as I was going about my daily routine. Call it the Walton Effect, human beings are just not designed to be as big as I am. The result of all this a seemingly probable future in which I spend my entire life on a cocktail of psychiatric and pain management medications. I have seen first hand how chronic health problems weigh on people and I have seen how little compassion most people without chronic health have for those who do. This is why I have been painting a series of still lives of pills that I take on a daily basis just to function. Just as the tradition of Gravitas painting sought to address how we take for granted the life force that food and drink provides us I seek to add a third element to the discussion because for me, and millions of other people, pills are as necessary as bread and water are to everyone else.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

The Last of The Highlites




















That's All For Now.

a Few More Highlites





























More Highlites from yesterdays Drawing Marathon.


a Few Highlites























































a Few Highlites from yesterdays drawing marathon...
More to come.

Drawing Marathon 10/10/2009


This is a picture of all the drawings I did yesterday at the drawing marathon that Cait organized. It was a great experience for me and it was very liberating to be able to take risks and just go with it and not have to worry about whether what I was doing sucked. I dj'd the event and a great time was had by all. I will post individual pics of the highlights from the day soon.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Love+


Acrylic On Canvas
h: 54 x w: 36 in
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This work is a reaction, in part, to my reaction to a video piece created by a friend of mine. The work deals with my past experiences with self-abuse. A lot of my teenage years were spent in a self destructive k-hole of abuse and self-mutilation. I hope that this work can function as a release in much the same way that the act of self abuse once did. I know that at least the process of creating it was very cathartic.

Monday, October 5, 2009

Nowhere


Acrylic On Canvas
h: 80 x w: 48 in
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When I was about 14 years old a group of kids who had enjoyed messing with me in the past brutally assaulted me at a park near my house. It was one of the early traumatic events that defined a great deal of my childhood. It was one of the causes for my descent into madness that would last from my early teens into my early twenties. I will never get that lost weekend back but I am certain I am the person I am today as a result of those experiences. This painting deals with that experience in the most explicit sense. It is called Nowhere because at that point in my life that is where I felt I had left to go. I felt trapped like a wounded animal in the universe's crosshairs, nothing to gain and nothing to lose, just bidding my time until the endgame made it's final move.